saya salah

hr ni ujian pengantar TI, sya membuat kesalahan...
ya sya salah

dya yg mengharapkan bantuan sya malah bsa terjerumus gra2 sya
sya yg ska panik panik sendri

semoga sya dk ngulangin kesalahan yg sma 2 kali
semoga ujian dya berikutnya lancar
semoga nilai-nilainya membaik
semoga hubungan kami tetap bgini adanya...

I wish i could save you

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tulisan dini hari

hmm hr masih pg, entah knapa sya terbangun dr tidur...
mata dk bsa terpejam T.T (lg mikirin seseorang dn kejadian indah kemarin).
Kemarin sehabis ke kampus asistensi sya kerumah si N untuk meminjam fotocopyan, masalahnya sebentar lg ujian mid jd sya putuskan secepatnya, rupanya dya ngerti jd dya suruh sya dtg k rmhnya setelah dya selesai mandy.

Udah...

Itu sms dya yg jd perintah sgera k rmhnya, dk lama kemudian sampe lah d rmhnya...
Seneeeeeng bgt rasanya ketemu dya, pdahal bru kemaren ktemu tp rasanya kangen tetep kangen hehe :)
Ngobrol2 lah d teras rmhnya qta berdua.
Ngomongin kuliah, ngomongin yg lucu2, ngomongin topik2 kemaren, banyak dh :D
Dya duduk d sofa, sya dduk d bwahnya (asik bgt ngeliatin muka dya pas lg maen game d hape, serius serius lucu hehe)

Tba2 muncul dh adeknya paling kecil yg msi sd, pergy mkan cilok pdhl ujan.
Ternyata ngajak lah dya (pdhal tjuan sebenernya dya mw maen ujan2an haha, doyan pke jas ujan! aneh hihihi)
Ada tk poto2 wajah lucu dya pas qta maen2 pke jas ujan.

Ahirnya, sedikit gerimis qta tetep pergy beli cilok.
Hihihi lucu dya bwa mtor pke jas ujan (jas ujannya qta berdua yg pilih dlu pas beli, jd dya suka bgt jas ujannya).

Pas dh nyampe perum (kalo dk salah rumah cilok nma warungnya), yaah nutup.
Ck ck ck
Untung dya blg lapeer, ya udah qta ngepoot ajaa k warung bakso "PAK BAGONG" haaha lucu yaa nmanya.

Pesen mie ayam biasanya 3 pak...
Gtu dya blg
Duduk dh terus
Laper bgt dya pas dtg mkanan lgsung d sikat (sya jga dk mw kalah, tk makanin tu mie... Ujan besar dingin bgt jd laper)
Keliatannya dya kepedesan terus lgsung aja tk pesenin es campur, nyamy seger pasti dya

Kenyang, sambl nunggu uja qta cerita2 dh.
Tumben hr tu setelah lamaa dk bsa pergy berdua.
Qta dekeet bgt, bsa sya rasain nafasnya pas lg ngomong.
Sesekali dk sengaja pas mw bisik2 sya cium kepalax... (sya sayang bgt sma dya T.T, tp dk bsa secara lgsung)
Pkoknya kemarin dekeet dh, seneng pkoknya

Singket cerita, ujannya tambah gede, sampe banjir jalan d perum.
Kawatirlah dya, ngajakin pulang.
Pdahal dh sya blgin bhaya pulang ujan gni deres, tp karena dya kawatir rmhnya kebanjiran qta putusin pulang.

Abis bayar makan, sya pakein dya jas ujan, pakein helm (dya dk bwa helm jd pke helm sya supaya dk basah kepalanya).
Inget lah dya bru "dapet", jd belum beli pembalut.
Dya blg mw beli tp krna dh pke jas ujan sya blg biar qta dh yg pergy beli d toko sebrang.

Begonya sya, tumben beli pembalut.
Bru aja mw lari nyebrang basah2an d pgl lg

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Dk tw blg apa

Ya Tuhan, Saya Cinta Dia...

Tolong jaga kami agar slalu bersama

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UNEXPLAINABLE

yah hr ni ckup mengagetkan
momo kna marah buk budi, salah seorang dosen kami
sya dk bsa apa2??

Hmmh, pdhal semua kerja keras sya cman bwt dya seorang
knapa dya selalu bgtu

mengulangi kesalahan yg sma berulang2

terus terang, sya pgen qm senang
bkn cman bersenang2...

Smoga mulai besok qm udh mlai ngerti, smoga qm beruntung
GUD LUCK

gud nite momo my little angel :)
i cant stop loving u, not now

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hari2 bersamamu

dini hari

bru biz nelpon dya, mengantarnya tidur
dya blg kedinginan, takut dya masuk angin
smoga dk terjadi, sy pengen dya slalu ceria :)

harapan sy dr hati
biarkn sy ada d dktnya lbh lma lg Tuhan

met malam

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DISAPPOINTED

Yah hr ini tgl 4 september 2010
Lmayan kcewa

1. Lg betmut
2. Org yg sy bner2 harepin nemenin sy ngobrol lbh milih dunia maya bwt tmen ngobrolx
3. Sakitx lg, dya malah asik coment poto2, like that stuff more away important than my self
4. Dk masalah sapa jga mempermalukan sya, mandang sya jd bhan becandaan, asal bkn KAMU!!! I dont care, dk jelas knapa tp sya dk ska... Thats not their jokes
5. Sya cman mw ngadu sdikit k kamu, but no gud response at all, u just scolded me more like i am the bad guy
6. Yah mgkn sya udh biasa d tgl qm ngenet, nnton video online berjm2, its okey..., but i wish u just never throw away me for a bad stuff like them, all of them, u dont know them but i do!!!, they just jealous, they just dont hav any other "important task" to do

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+.+

YAAAAH

ujian sudah selese, nilae2 udah keluar
lumyan lah nilae smester ni, cman ada yg MENGGANJAL di HATI T.T

sya dk bsa mewujudkan impian sya "MWUJUDKAN IMPIAN SESEORANG"
heran sya, kenapa buk dosen tu gtu sekali!!!!
mw marah
mw kesel
mw hancur

AMBURADUL

D dan D
what the hell!?
dya sudah ikut kuliah raajin
sudah bkin tugas
sudah presentasi!!!

masiiih d gtuin

kasian dya >.<

my biggest wish
"SMESTER BESOK IPNYA BAKAL JD BAGUS"
HARUUUS
SYA MW LIAT DYA SENYUM :(
TOLONG DYA TUHAN
FOR ME :'(

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ada apa dgn hari ini?

whats wrong with this day??

smua kacau

1. pagi2 bgun kpala pusing, sakit tenggorokan, kyax mw sakit
2. jm stg 9 sblum brangkat k kmpus... d jalan tabrakan, mtor rusak, celana robek2, luka2 dkit seh cman lecet + memar2 d kaki-tangan (mtor sy T.T)

3. Bela2in k kmpus, jmpt bmbng (sy dk sgmpng itu mmbtalkan janji) stelah plg obtin luka, gnti celana trus pke mtor my mom

4. sampe kmpus... pdhal pgen ngeliat senyum 'se2org' cman skdar ilangin rasa pedih d kaki gara2 luka blum kering yg brgesekan sma clana jeans... trnyata dya dk nongol2 (males ktemu sy kyax)

5. biz nyontreng pemilihan ketua himpunan trus d ajakin pergy ma my sister si mata bayi liat2 hape (lumayan, jalan2 jga bkin lupa sma rasa sakit+kcwa sy hehe)

6. keli2ng dah d mol, siang qta k KFC cri mkan (ngantre sgt panjang), tp ujung2x dk jd mkan karna sesuatu dn lain hal

7. pas lg ngantre skitar jm stg 2 siang, dtng lah tmen2 sy termasuk org yg tk tgu2... mesen minum trus cbut keli2ng lg (T.T pdahal kaki sy bengkak)

8. sgja tk tahan2, berharap bsa maen sma org itu... tp just in my dream, kalo jalan2 rame2 sy dk BAKALAN D TUNGGU, D TINGGAL, D AJAK NGOMONG AJA SKEDARNYA... asik sendiri sma org laen dk ngerti dah

9. plg dk asik, sy seharian cman dger kta2 dk enk T.T 'APA SEH REGIK' (nada tinggi) haha lemes lgsung lutut sy dk peduli duduk dah d lante mol dk tahan pusing

10. hasil pemilihan ketua ternyata tdk memuaskan

11. copy naruto d rocker, trus plg istirahat... sampe rmh dk tw saking dk konsen bsa2 nya helm sy jatoh, pecah tmpt bautx ahirx terpaksa d lem

12. pgen sms an cri hiburan, tp pling dk d blz... may be need more time

13. mw tidur dk bsa, idung mampet, bdan remuk bru kerasa sakitx (the fact: biasax sy cman bsa tidur kalo sudah sms dya aja T.T) gile

14. lg bntar UAS, mudahan sy cpt fit, mudahan dya jga bgtu... mudahan nilae2nya ckup bgus... kesehatanx terjaga n.nv

gud malam

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ONLY THE LONELY CAN POSSIBLY KNOW ME...

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everything should be fine



DONT STOP

REMEMBER
"U'LL FIND HAPPINESS IF U FOLLOW UR HEART"

I'll FOLLOW U then, i'm sorry

cuz i wanna see u smile...
4ever and always

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cant sleep

kbgun pg2... caught on a bad dream

hope everything fine

GOD, blessed US...

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Tears dont fall

dk tw knapa dk bsa tdur sma skali
stelah liat ctatan kcil yg dk tw knapa hrus sy liat

kalo emg itu mw qm
kalo emg itu qm pkir baek

...

tp...

knapa qm dk mw tunggu sbntar lg
tgu sampe sy SIAP

mgkn gmpng bwt lupaen org kya sya

sya-kamu berbeda
sya-kamu dk kn bsa sma2

tp stidakx, kasi sy waktu mewujudkan cita2 sy...

sederhana perminta an sy

TOLONG BIAR KAN SY LULUS SAMA2 QM

TOLONG BIAR KAN SY DEWASA SAMA2 QM

kalo emg dk bsa, sy lbh baik hilang
tanpa TUJUAN, MIMPI, dn CITA2, laki2 dk lbh dr seonggok daging yg brnyawa

Tuhan pasti ADIL

biar pun sya-kamu berbeda

Tuhan dk mgkn memihak slah satu dr qta

lalu... apa tujuan-NYA mempertemukan qta??

...

sy ingin tw pendapat qm

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MIMPI d kamarnya td malem (26 april 2010)


wow knapa td malem
tba2 mimpi aneh

seting mimpinya ada d kamar dya? (sya tw krna kbtulan dya pernah kasi gambaran kamarnya)ofcourse sya dk pernah bener2 masuk ksna

dya lg onlen lwt laptopnya, d jam laptopnya kalo dk salah lg jam 12an gtu (lupa)
yah tk liat dya bka2 web dr blakang
terahir dya bka F.B, chating sma temen2nya...
ada gambar cewek
sma beberapa gambar laki2
ada 2 org temen chatnya yg kyanya sya kenal, bkan org asing
mgkn kakak tingat qta?? pkoknya sya kenal dah yah whatever
soalnya dya ngomongin soal kuliah gtu daah (tugas ahir = TA)

terahir d mimpi sy duduk d sebelah dya, tk bisikin spya cpet tidur (bisik2 apa ngomong biasa udah LUPA jga)dn sya bangun...

aneeh bgt kya bner2 terjadi, BELIVE IT OR NOT
kasi tw dya dk yaa??

i think we really had such a link, A BOND

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everythings went better :p

besok ujian mid semester, yeeaah time 4 hardwork...
harus blajar, blajar, BELAJAAR!

i'm not goin to loose

lumayaan sekarang bsa ngerasaain jd se2org yg dpt d andalkan

ada beberapa lagu yg lg sya doyan denger, d kasi tau ma se2org yg spesial hehe (makasiii ya bibik=manggil bibik k dya)

yoo check them out
1. Painting flowers by all time low (paliiing kereeen)
2. The technicolor phase by owl city
3. Welcome to mystery by plain white t's (laguu kesukaan dya, dn lagu ini jd kesukaan sya jga)
4. N all the rest of alice in the wonderland ost

masa d blg ska ikut2an dya?? peliiit bgt dk boleh d ikut2in
pdhal sya sgt seneng kalo dah sma2 dya

UUUUUUUHHHHMM (tarik nafaaas)
yooosh'aaa

BELAJARLAH ANK MUDA.. (ini sms dya yg bkin sya semangat, JANTUNG KENCENG, ADRENALIN NAEEEK)

semoga ujian besok dya bsa jawab semua, dpt nilae yg bagus2, dapet ip 3 kya yg dya pengeen, dapet pujian dr ortunya, dpt hape baru, dapet maen lilo n stich, harry potter, sma nascar rumble, smoga dya bsa tetep ada d dket sya!

bnyak permintaan bwt hari ini hehe
GUUUUT LUCK EVERYBODY!
gud luck jo
auu

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gara2 km sy telat!

hr pling mengecewakan sdunia

pdhal sy cman ingetin dya spya masuk kuliah
spya dya dk telat
spya dya selamat sampe kampus

knapa cman gra2 dya dtng tlat, dk absen dn terpaksa masuk kuliah

dgn muka serius dya blg gni
'gara2 qm suruh sy masuk gik, lbh baik sy nulis laporan d rumah!!'

sy dk pernah jahat sma dya, tp dk tw knapa cman sma sya dya bsa kelihatan
bener2 marah, bner2 benci kalo sy bkin salah

sakit hati sy jo...
its hard

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HARDER than u know

ni lagu oke bgt... (ngambil gitar)

pgen rasanya nyanyi in ni lagu depan dya (auu)

check this out!


ESCape the Fate_HArder then you know

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time i guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain.
So where's the fire?
You've become the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause I'm not over you.

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
i guess I'll have to go..
Not loving you is harder then you know.

yeah

So I'll make the call,
and I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy. ]x2]

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

yeah

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm trying to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

and if you don't want me then
i guess I'll hav'ta go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
not loving you is harder then you know
(girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
girl your driving me so crazy.

ni link download lagunya
http://www.4shared.com/file/65599478/a3ebae34/10_-_Escape_The_Fate_-_Harder_.html

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apa artix??

'PLEASE FORGIVE ME?'

who the hell is the guy that very important n make u said that word on FB?

hope i could know it soon

i cant let u in this state
BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO??

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speed test yg kedua

6.000.000.000 words

Typing Test



what the hell?? haha

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speed test (yaaah kalaah)

30 words

Typing Test

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tugas medan-elektromagnet (dk PENTING)


yaaa ya ya...
kuliah smester 4 jurusan "TEKNIK ELEKTRO" emg gmpang2 SSUUUSAH
why susah??

bnyak tantangan, mata kuliah yang berat laah (beraat haram)
contohnya kya sekarang ini, sya lg nginep d rmh temen yg namanya si JULUNG2 a.k.a popo
ADA si ami, ada mba wulan, dek deya, bibik-something??

preeet mending cman maen2 seeh oke, lah ini ngerjain TUGAS??

tp at least sya ngerjain tgas td breng ma slah satu org yg pling sya syang (selain keluarga opkors)
wuuuuuh salut sya ma tu ank ngetiknya okeeee punya 6juta triliyun kata perdetik haha

asiik pulang dya td sya anterin (sbenernya d kawal pke mtor)
cman be2rapa rts meter seeeh but its wookkeeeh

dya sbnernya mw nginep jga, tp adeknya yg paling bontot dn paling gila (i like her brotha) lg sakit T.T
SEMOGA CEPAT SEMBUUH yaa
ntar oni tak kasi burung lg okee!!

haha i love her, i love her family too (opkors)

MUST back to work "GOOD NITE JO"

:enter:

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stop

keterlaluan emg penyakit lupa sya
stooop mengeluh!

ck ck ck harus bkin catetan baru lg kyanya biar gk cpt lupa...
"JANGAN MALES PRAKTIKUM" kalo sya aja males gmana mw suport praktikum dya??

haha dk tw dr mana dpt tenaga lg biar semangat habis liat2 photo dya yg d pesbuk WHEN ITS RAIN (cerita praktikum jaman dulunya)

terimakasih pesbuk! kau mengingatkan tanggung jawabku
terimakasih jo! scara dk langsung sudah bkin bangkit dr kemalasan sya

D.petto

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dk karuan, ngerasa dk brguna

Perlu penyemangat, perlu dorongan, bnar2 malez

am i tottaly useless for her??

sy dk naiv, sy sbnerx pgen dpt kata2 'semangat' dr dya
biar pun cman lwt sms T.T
HUUUFT

only in my dream

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praktikum sebentar lge...

haduuuh... maen2 harus d kurangeen, harus rajin

jgn lupa bantu temen2!

so pastii selalu support dya, bantu dya, kasi yg terbaek yg sya bisa!
praktikum memang berat, tapi bila qta memiliki semangat, qta pastiii bisaa

GBU guys

GAN-BA-REEEEE JOOOO!! haha

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maaf QM bosen dgn kelakuan SYA

ooo ya hampir sya lupa...
bwt ngingetin diri sendiri supaya dk ngulangin lagi harus ada catatan kecil neeh!!

hr ini, tgl 25 maret 2010

sya regi melakukan kesalahan besaar untuk kesekian kalinya
kenapa coba sya harus sebel sma dya...
dya kn dk salah T.T
sya seharusnya dk cemburu atau lebih tepatnya "KECEWA BERAT" sma seseorg dr masa lalunya yg denger2 ada rasa sma dya??
yaaah tapi apa mw d kata, sya manusia biasa...
rasa kecewa pasti ada, sya kecewa dya masih aja ska (keliatannya seeeeh, sya dk tw pasti)
apa cobak yg bkin dya masi ada rasa??

kalo emg org tu ska sma qm, knapa dk dari duluu?? org yg sayang qm pasti bkalan selalu ada bwt qm, sadar ini dunia nyata...
qta dk masalah bermimpi, tapi apa salahnya qta akui kenyataan

ujung2nya lumayan cek-cok ahirnya sya T.T (pdahal sya bener2 dk ada niat nyakitin dya)
selama ini sya hormatin pilihan dya, sya ngerti selera org beda2
sya harap dya bsa milih yg terbaek...

sya dk mau dya cman jadi korban laki2
dk bsa d pungkiri kalo kaum sya emg BRENGSEK

dont think u can lay a finger of her, NOT IN FRONT OF ME


IF U ARE A GOOD GUY I'LL COMPANION U
^O^V I PROMISE

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saya adalah korban perasaan sya sendiri

hr ini pelajaran IBD sungguh sgt mengecewakan...
kena omel dosen, nama sya d catet (kyanya bkalan dpt nilae jelek)
tapi sya dk nyesel... semua ada sebabnya, sebab yang mungkin tidak akan mudah di percaya

tadi malam tgl 24 sya tertidur cepat karena mati listrik, dk ada kerjaan, sms pending trus...
entah kenapa tgh malem sya mimpi aneh, sya mimpi si Ni*a (org yg sya suka) kna omel dosen IBD mata kuliah yg paling sya benci
d mimpi sya, tu dosen marahin dya gara2 maen terus d kelas dn ktauan ngapain mungkin sma rama (heran sya tumben malem tu mimpi sya jelas bgt)
d dalem tasnya nongol barang (setelah kejadian sya tau itu ternyata mp4 casper)
jam 2 pagi sya bangun setelah gambaran dya nangis keluar kelas, terus terang kyanya alam bawah sadar sya maksa bangun :thanks >.<
dk tw kenapa jga (again), sya mutusin dk lupain tu mimpi
sya catetlah mimpi tu dalem note d hape sya mode stand by... trus tidur lg

bsok pagi2... gara2 mw ngerjain tugas medan, qta semua dtng k kmpus pagi2
tapi harapan tgl harapan, perpustakaan d tutup karena sesuatu dan lain hal (ada yg meninggal)
soo nunggu lah qta d dpn parkiran
dk nyangka bner2 dah dosen ibd tu ternyata udah d kampus (itu pdahal jam 8.30 sedangkan jam kuliah qta 9.30)
ck ck ck ck

singkat cerita, kuliah mulai sekitar jm 9.10... rasa maleees mulai dah ni
untung sempet liat hape, ada reminder yg ingetin harus hati2 ma ni dosen
dk tw kenapa. INSTING sya nyuruh bwt duduk d sebelah dya mkanya sebelum duduk, sya tanya gni : "mau duduk dmana qm jo??"
biarpun agak ragu (keliatan bgt dya dk nyaman T.T) sya bsa duduk dgn posisi yg sya anggep aman bwt dya...

saya, dya, trus si vi2

so far so gud, yah dalem hati sya bsa sukur dya dk knapa2 (sya BERHASIIIL ^o^)
sya cman bsa diem matung selama kuliah, dya smsan trus asik bner... sya dk mw obrolan sya malah ganggu keasikan dya
waktu dya bwt ngobrol2 hal dk penting sma sya sudah dk ada lg T.T

karena bengong lama sya berfikir soal dya yg jd sgt2 aneh sma dya, lupa lah sya hati2 ma tu dosen...
dan sialnya, sya ketauan dger lagu yg jga lg d dnger ma dya (lagunya asik ttg cinta)
nama pun d catet :huuuaduuuh
kyanya tamat sudah nilae sya d ujung tanduk...

tapi at least sya tetep seneng ternyata yg kna marah bkan dya tp sya
rela dan enak bgt kalo bsa nanggung semua beban dya

fuuuh MISSION ACOMPLISHED :)

Cepetan senen!!

saya rindu senyum+ketawa khasnya... hohoho

setiap libur saya pasti pengen cepet masuk ToT
mau gmana lagi? sudah takdir sya kali

miss u 149201

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de javu... apa sebenarnya DE JAVU??



Apa itu dejavu

Hampir semua dari kita pernah mengalami apa yang dinamakan deja vu sebuah perasaan aneh yang mengatakan bahwa peristiwa baru yang sedang kita rasakan sebenarnya pernah kita alami jauh sebelumnya. Peristiwa ini bisa berupa sebuah tempat baru yang sedang dikunjungi, percakapan yang sedang dilakukan, atau sebuah acara TV yang sedang ditonton. Lebih anehnya lagi, kita juga seringkali tidak mampu untuk dapat benar-benar mengingat kapan dan bagaimana pengalaman sebelumnya itu terjadi secara rinci. Yang kita tahu hanyalah adanya sensasi misterius yang membuat kita tidak merasa asing dengan peristiwa baru itu.

Keanehan fenomena deja vu ini kemudian melahirkan beberapa teori metafisis yang mencoba menjelaskansebab musababnya. Salah satunya adalah teori yang mengatakan bahwa deja vu sebenarnya berasal dari kejadian serupa yang pernah dialami oleh jiwa kita dalam salah satu kehidupan reinkarnasi sebelumnya di masa lampau. Bagaimana penjelasan ilmu psikologi sendiri?

Terkait dengan Umur dan Penyakit Degeneratif

Pada awalnya, beberapa ilmuwan beranggapan bahwa deja vu terjadi ketika sensasi optik yang diterima oleh sebelah mata sampai ke otak (dan dipersepsikan) lebih dulu daripada sensasi yang sama yang diterima oleh sebelah mata yang lain, sehingga menimbulkan perasaan familiar pada sesuatu yang sebenarnya baru pertama kali dilihat. Teori yang dikenal dengan nama “optical pathway delay” ini dipatahkan ketika pada bulan Desember tahun lalu ditemukan bahwa orang butapun bisa mengalami deja vu melalui indra penciuman, pendengaran, dan perabaannya.


Selain itu, sebelumnya Chris Moulin dari University of Leeds, Inggris, telah menemukan pula penderita deja vu kronis: orang-orang yang sering dapat menjelaskan secara rinci peristiwa-peristiwa yang tidak pernah terjadi. Mereka merasa tidak perlu menonton TV karena merasa telah menonton acara TV tersebut sebelumnya (padahal belum), dan mereka bahkan merasa tidak perlu pergi ke dokter untuk mengobati ‘penyakit’nya karena mereka merasa sudah pergi ke dokter dan dapat menceritakan hal-hal rinci selama kunjungannya! Alih-alih kesalahan persepsi atau delusi, para peneliti mulai melihat sebab musabab deja vu ke dalam otak dan ingatan kita.


Baru-baru ini, sebuah eksperimen pada tikus mungkin dapat memberi pencerahan baru mengenai asal-usul deja vu yang sebenarnya. Susumu Tonegawa, seorang neuroscientist MIT, membiakkan sejumlah tikus yang tidak memiliki dentate gyrus, sebuah bagian kecil dari hippocampus, yang berfungsi normal. Bagian ini sebelumnya diketahui terkait dengan ingatan episodik, yaitu ingatan mengenai pengalaman pribadi kita. Ketika menjumpai sebuah situasi, dentate gyrus akan mencatat tanda-tanda visual, audio, bau, waktu, dan tanda-tanda lainnya dari panca indra untuk dicocokkan dengan ingatan episodik kita. Jika tidak ada yang cocok, situasi ini akan ‘didaftarkan’ sebagai pengalaman baru dan dicatat untuk pembandingan di masa depan.


Menurut Tonegawa, tikus normal mempunyai kemampuan yang sama seperti manusia dalam mencocokkan persamaan dan perbedaan antara beberapa situasi. Namun, seperti yang telah diduga, tikus-tikus yang dentate gyrus-nya tidak berfungsi normal kemudian mengalami kesulitan dalam membedakan dua situasi yang serupa tapi tak sama. Hal ini, tambahnya, dapat menjelaskan mengapa pengalaman akan deja vu meningkat seiring bertambahnya usia atau munculnya penyakit-penyakit degeneratif seperti Alzheimer: kehilangan atau rusaknya sel-sel pada dentate gyrus akibat kedua hal tersebut membuat kita sulit menentukan apakah sesuatu ‘baru’ atau ‘lama’.



Menciptakan ‘Deja Vu’ dalam Laboratorium

Salah satu hal yang menyulitkan para peneliti dalam mengungkap misteri deja vu adalah kemunculan alamiahnya yang spontan dan tidak dapat diperkirakan. Seorang peneliti tidak dapat begitu saja meminta partisipan untuk datang dan ‘menyuruh’ mereka mengalami deja vu dalam kondisi lab yang steril. Deja vu pada umumnya terjadi dalam kehidupan sehari-hari, di mana tidak mungkin bagi peneliti untuk terus-menerus menghubungkan partisipan dengan alat pemindai otak yang besar dan berat. Selain itu, jarangnya deja vu terjadi membuat mengikuti partisipan kemana-mana setiap saat bukanlah hal yang efisien dan efektif untuk dilakukan. Namun beberapa peneliti telah berhasil mensimulasikan keadaan yang mirip deja vu.

Seperti yang dilaporkan LiveScience, Kenneth Peller dari Northwestern University menemukan cara yang sederhana untuk membuat seseorang memiliki ‘ingatan palsu’. Para partisipan diperlihatkan sebuah gambar, namun mereka diminta untuk membayangkan sebuah gambar yang lain sama sekali dalam benak mereka. Setelah dilakukan beberapa kali, para partisipan ini kemudian diminta untuk memilih apakah suatu gambar tertentu benar-benar mereka lihat atau hanya dibayangkan. Ternyata gambar-gambar yang hanya dibayangkan partisipan seringkali diklaim benar-benar mereka lihat. Karena itu, deja vu mungkin terjadi ketika secara kebetulan sebuah peristiwa yang dialami seseorang serupa atau mirip dengan gambaran yang pernah dibayangkan.


LiveScience juga melaporkan percobaan Akira O’Connor dan Chris Moulin dari University of Leeds dalam menciptakan sensasi deja vu melalui hipnosis. Para partisipan pertama-tama diminta untuk mengingat sederetan daftar kata-kata. Kemudian mereka dihipnotis agar mereka ‘melupakan’ kata-kata tersebut. Ketika para partisipan ini ditunjukkan daftar kata-kata yang sama, setengah dari mereka melaporkan adanya sensasi yang serupa seperti dejavu, sementara separuhnya lagi sangat yakin bahwa yang mereka alami adalah benar-benar deja vu. Menurut mereka hal ini terjadi karena area otak yang terkait dengan familiaritas diganggu kerjanya oleh hipnosis.

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MY WORST NIGHTMARE :(

i hate my self

kenapa mimpi yang sama harus dateng berulang2???
KENAPA?

sudah 3 hari mimpi BURUK ini bermain2 d pikiran saya
saya dk mau semua itu terjadi

(mimpi pertama 1 hari yang lalu)
skitar jam 2 dini hari saya terbangun...
udara cukup panas
keringat bercucuran
dan saya mendapat mimpi buruk itu untuk pertama kali!!!
abis minum ke lantai 1
saya kemudian kembali tidur tanpa ambil pusing dgn mimpi aneh brengsek yg dk mungkin akn saya biarkan terjadi

(mimpi kedua, tadi pagi dini hari)
skitar jam 1 saya mendapat mimpi lagi
mimpi yang lebih jelas, lebih clear
d mimpi itu saya dger kabar dr sahabat saya lewat sms (spt biasa mimpi saya selalu BISU) kalo dia yg saya kasihi kena musibah...
musibah yang sangat dk saya harapkan
dia dilecehkan sma laki2, entah siapa dk jelas orgx
saya kerumahx...
sudah beberapa jam saya nunggu d depan rumahnya
dia dk kunjung keluar
sampe akhirnya saya bangun dr tidur sya

sya terbangun karena NANGIS...
AIR mata saya keluar ternyata pas masih tidur
hati sya remuk bayangin wajah nangis dia (sudah beberapa kali sya lihat)

duduk d kasur,bengong... berfikir
mungkin sya emg bener2 LEMAH
atau mungkin sya bener2 CINTA

bahkan dalam mimpi pun sya dk harapin dya dpt masalah
sya pengen dia tetep ceria, dia yg tetep KETAWA... bukan dia yg sedih
air mata sya jatuh bwt dia
ahirnya karena dk bsa tidur, sampe pagi sya terjaga

(mimpi ketiga, antara jam 4-setengah 6 sore)
mungkin karena capek kurang tidur, dk tw tiba2 ketiduran d sofa ruang tamu
dan lagi2...
'mimpi yang sma'
dlam hati sya berpikir: "BANGUUUN GIK BANGUUUN, JGN PERCAYA SMA MIMPI SIALAN INI... DIA BAIK2 SAJA"
tp kyax percuma, mimpi sya ternyata nyambung sampe ahirnya sya ketemu dia d mimpi
dia keluar dari rumahnya nemuin saya
dia cuma nangiiis aja...
dalam hati pengen saya peluk dia erat biar dia tau seberapa sayang sya
tapi bebelum dalam mimpi itu saya ngomong apa2...
sya terbangun karena telpon masuk
saya pun terbangun agak kaget (hape ada d sebelah kepala sya)

'thanks god u save me T.Tv'

ternyata yg nelpon adalah dia... seseorang yg sya banggakan
senangnya hati sya tau kalo dia baik2 sja

kami ngobrol sebentar... dia kyanya lg seneng, minta d copy in film kesukaannya
BOYS B4 FLOWER
sya dengan senang hati bkalan bantuin dya
SAYA AKAN BERUSAHA BUAT DIA SENANG

jujur mimpi2 tu lumayan mengganggu
I CANT UNDERESTIMATE THEM
NOT MY DREAMS

yg sya masih penasaran tu, siapa laki2 yg dlam mimpi sya??
org yg udah bkin dia nangis dk akn sya maaf kan
kyanya sya harus sedikit menyelidiki siapa org2 yg lg DEKET sma dia
sya cman sekedar pengen tau... sya dk akan ganggu privacy dia
mudahan akn ada kesempatan sya nanya dn ngobrol2 ma dia
hufffft

engggg
TUHAN...
TOLONG JAGAIN DIA
APA PUN YANG TERJADI JANGAN TINGGALIN DIA
SYA CINTA SMA DIA

TOLONG TUKAR KEBAHAGIAAN SAYA BUAT KEBAHAGIAAN DIA
(maafin sya bu'... pasti ibu kecewa sma sya d surga sna, sya cman ikutin kata hati sya)
miss u mom <3
ur son REGI

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hari ke 62 bgadang

knapa sy catet ya??
ini hari ke 62 sy dk bsa tdur krna mikirin dya...

parah
PARAH bgt

lbi parah dr pda dk maen game sminggu T.T (berapa tensi sy y?)

sukur kdang2 sminggu msi bsa tdur nyenyak lok kcpean

keberadaan dya sudah mengubah seluruh hdup sy...
SHE IS STILL IN MY HEART TONITE

(enter) -.-

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momen itu ternyata cman mimpi siang bolong...

entah kenapa...
bener2 dah, gni rasanya dk enak 'jatuh cinta' yg bener2 JATUH

bner2 dah jujur sma perasaan itu kya pisau bermata 2

d satu sisi sy dk mw nipu diri sendiri kalo sy bner2 sayang sma dya, pengen ngejagain huh tp dya dk bsa ngerti perasaan sya sma skali... SAKIT BNER2 SAKIT

d sisi laen sy dk mw buat dya 'ill feel' sma keadaan sya yg kya skrng ini (we just make a good friend each other T.T)

kalo boleh milih
sya pgen bsa mendam perasaan ini

sya pengen persahabatan sya kya dulu

sya pengeeeeeen bgt ngobrol lama2 d telpon...
ktawa2 breng...
sms lucu2... (kata 'HAIII REGIK' dr dya sudah dk pernah sma skali ada d inbox sy)
pdhal d pikir2 dlu dya enjoy jga maen ma sy T_T

pas dya lg pergi jauuuh, tetep kok qta keep in touch
jd inget pas dlu dya minta d beli'in pulsa malem2!! motor dah d dalem rumah smua
dgn semangat sya pergi naek sepeda (malem2 olahraga hehe)
counter hape pada nutup, tp finally dpt dgn usaha keras dnk ^_^

oooyaa sya jga inget pas dlu dya pergi pulkam tu, dya kan demen sma ank kecil tuh...
dya cerita lamaaaa skali tentang ank2 kecil yg sring d ajak maen (ada si 'NYA NYA NYA" ada si 'KUBURAN lupa2 ingat' sma lg satu lupa sy)
dan paling bkin sya inget...
dya sempat nyanyi pas lg diem dk ada bhan omg d tepon ^.^b
MERDUUUUUUUUUUUU skali suaranya sumpah sy dk melebih2in (mgkn itu pertama dn terahir kali sya dger suara asli dya pas nyanyi)

Bbrapa kali jga sy sempet jalan bdua... nyari apa ya lupa dah, K MOLL
dr sore sampe malem qta muter2, sya tawarin dah trus makan
MAKAN DONAT, mantaaap...
capek ktawa2 qta d sna, mbak2 dgang donat ato qta yg bodo dk jelas dah
pesen donat 2 biji (coklat keju+bluberry) eeeh malah d kasi tambahan donat keju (tmbh mahaal)
hahaha gila sya tu pergy k moll dk ada persiapan
sya pke CELANA PNDEK+BAJU LUSUH kya gembel
dya pke CELANA BATIK (kya org betawi)
tp brjam2 keliling moll pke kostum badut dk ada tuh rasa malu sya heran??
sya bner2 bangga ma dya, dk semua cewek seHEBAT dya (kagum ma senyum manisnya)

lucu jga pernah qta mkan es krim breng d dket rumahnya
utk pertama kalinya dya cerita ttg dlu dya kya apa d SMA, ttg mantannya, keluarga
sdikit-banyak sya semakin ngerti dya tu kya apa hehe (analisa)

hmmm d pkir2 mgkn gra2 sya ma dya bnyak kesamaan+bnyak perbedaan mkanya qta cocok, nyambung dah pkoknya...

sya ma dya ksamaannya:
tertarik ma SENI (GAMBAR-MANGGAMBAR)
liat2 RUMAH-RUMAH yg keren
ska nnton pilem (terutama yg agak jadul+anak2)kalo masalah pilem dk bkal ada matinya dah
golongan darah A (dk percya sya)
bca novel
jalan-jalan k toko buku, k tempat makan
doyan humor, and many more

perbedaannya:
sya slalu ontime; dya ska telat
sya cpt lupa sma hal2 yg kurang sy ska; dya ingetannya kuat (tp jarang keliatan, contohnya film2 pasti inget dya, hebat kan)
sya slalu menghindari masalah; dya ska ketimpa masalah pdhal dh menghindar(kasian, sni sya bantuuu nek T.T)
sya ska ma binatang2; dya dk bgitu ska pelihara binatang (mkanya pas ULTAHnya sya kasi ikan hias bwt d piara d akuarium ^_^)
tp dk tw knapa stiap perbedaan qta seolah2 d bkin saling menutupi satu sma lain
ini mgkn yg namanya takdir

sangat asik dah kalo lg sma dya
dya yg sya BANGGA kan ^.^

seandainya rasa sayang sya k dya yg sudah kebawa perasaan ini cman mimpi
sya pgen bgun!!
pgen kehidupan mengASIKan sya kembali kya dlu
TUHAN.. tolong denger do'a sya (tolong jga org2 yg sya SAYANGI)

makasih TUHAN
GOOD NITEZ (enter)

melayang2??

wuuhoo knapa jam sgni masi dk ngantuk2 y??
OTAAAK...
ayok dnk istirahat kw

huuh

jd heran, knapa smenjak PERSAHABATAN sy mulai dk karuan (gra2 sy yg GOUBLOK ini)

setiap malem
SETIAP MALEM
pasti, dn for sure bgadang

duuh jd inget dlu pas qta akrab bgt, kdang malem smsan ampe gempor...
yah dk tw knapa, asal sy dah tw dya dah tidur
bru mata ini bsa terpejam jga
seolah2 jiwa sy pengen nemenin dya dlu dn masti in dya ud istirahat dgn nyaman T.T (KNAPA MUSTI GNI NASIP SY??)

analisa sy, untuk bbrapa waktu kdepan (ATO MGKN SLAMA2X)
sy dk bkalan bsa dpt momen2 yg bkal bkin tidur sy nyenyak lg kya dlu

euuuh fisik sy boleh capek...
tp jiwa sy sgt2 PEMBERONTAK

i hav bertrayed her trust...
I AM VERY SORY
VERY VERY SORY

i'll try my best... FOR YOU

(perkenalan dgn mu anugrah bgi ku)

CK CK dk tahan sy T.T

sy emg dk bsa kalo kya gni... kyax sy hrus minta maap, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER T.T

disappointed with u

yea today is my birth day
thanks to my mom+dad for prepare ol stuff :D
Everything works okey, my friends that come was satisfied with my party...
all happy
EXCEPT ME

i dont know why, but just disappointed

i dont have any conversation with her, even a single shake hand or say 'happy birth day gi' (its simple, but very important for me)

may be i'm not important either for her
i'm just a STRANGER in her eyes
i'm just a guy that VERY SUCK for her to chat with

I AM JUST WASTING HER IMPORTANT TIME

may be better she chat with someone SMARTER than me, someone SENIOR that can protect her, SUPPORT her...

i'm just a BIG FAT LOSER (like i never did 'something' for her)
but its okey

I STILL LOVED YOU SO MUCH (definitely its true)

may god be with u, always

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finaly, HP compaq presario CQ41-110AU :)



Hardware
Product Name CQ41-110AU
Product Number VZ542PA
Microprocessor 2.20 GHz AMD Turion II Dual-Core Processor for Notebook PCs M500
Microprocessor Cache 1 MB L2 Cache
Memory 2 GB
Memory Max Supports up to 4 GB DDR2 memory
Video Graphics ATI Radeon HD 4200 Graphics with 128MB Display Cache Memory
Display 14.1” Diagonal WXGA High-Definition HP BrightView Widescreen Display (1280 x 800)
Hard Drive 250 GB (7200 rpm)
Multimedia Drive LightScribe SuperMulti 8X DVD±RW with Double Layer Support
Fax/Modem High speed 56K modem
Network Card Integrated 10/100BASE-T Ethernet LAN
Wireless Connectivity Wireless LAN 802.11b/g
Sound Altec Lansing speakers
Keyboard 101 key compatible
Pointing Device Touch Pad with On/Off button and dedicated vertical Scroll Up/Down pad
External Ports

* 5-in-1 integrated Digital Media Reader for Secure Digital cards, MultiMedia cards, Memory Stick, Memory Stick Pro, or xD Picture cards
* 3 USB 2.0
* 1 HDMI
* 1 VGA
* 1 RJ-11
* 1 RJ-45
* 1 Stereo headphone-out
* 1 Microphone in

Dimensions 33.4 cm (L) x 23.7 cm (W) x 3.3 cm (min H) / 4.0 cm (max H)
Weight 2.29 kg
Power

* 65 W AC Power Adapter
* 6-cell Lithium-Ion (Li-Ion) battery

What's In The Box Compaq Webcam with Integrated Microphone


SADLY it cant work well on XP...(need some patch)
maybe windows 7 next choice
n i can burn movie that 'my world' loved to watch any time now haha ^_^ (for you)

EMPTY

no message's REPLY...
no jokes...
not even talks...

whats wrong????
whats wrong with me?
whats wrong with her?

just hope some miracles later when we meet each other again

i missed her so bad
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN

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the day of IDIOTA

this day really sucks...
i just feeling something bad gonna catch her (hope not T.T)

honestly i want to know who is this guy that she close to be... (i'll juz kick his ass if he hurt my dear little angel, I SWEAR)

sleep well n***
good nitez

R_L_Y

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mmm acer 4540??



Processor & Chipset

* AMD Better By Design program, featuring:
* AMD Turion™ II dual-core mobile processor M540/M520/M500 (1 MB L2 cache, 2.40/2.30/2.20 GHz, DDR2 800 MHz, 35 W), supporting AMD HyperTransport™ 3.0 technology,
* AMD M880G Chipset
* Acer InviLink™ Nplify™ 802.11b/g/Draft-N Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® network connection, supporting Acer SignalUp™ wireless technology
* Acer InviLink™3 802.11b/g Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® network connection, supporting Acer SignalUp™ wireless technology

Memory

* Up to 2 GB of DDR2 667 MHz memory, upgradeable to 4 GB using two soDIMM modules

HDD

* One S-ATA hard disc drive

Storage

* DVD-Super Multi double-layer combo drive
* 5-in-1 card reader, supporting Secure Digital™ (SD), MultiMediaCard (MMC), Memory Stick® (MS), Memory Stick PRO™ (MS PRO), xD-Picture Card™ (xD)

Display

* 14" HD 1366 x 768 pixel resolution, high-brightness (200-nit) Acer CineCrystal™ LED-backlit TFT LCD, supporting simultaneous multi-window viewing via Acer GridVista™
* 16:9 aspect ratio
* 8 ms high-def response time

Graphics

* ATI Radeon™ HD 4200 Graphics with up to 2048 MB of HyperMemory™ (256 MB of dedicated system memory, up to 1792 MB of shared system memory), supporting Unified Video Decoder (UVD), OpenEXR High Dynamic-Range (HDR) technology, Shader Model 4.0, Microsoft® DirectX® 10.0
* DualView™ support
* MEPG-2/DVD decoding
* WMV9 (VC-1) and H.264 (AVC) decoding
* HDMI™ (High-Definition Multimedia Interface) with HDCP (High-bandwidth Digital Content Protection) support
* Acer Arcade™ Deluxe featuring Acer CinemaVision™ and Acer ClearVision™ technologies

Multimedia

* Dolby®-optimized surround sound system with two built-in stereo speakers
* Optimized 3rd Generation Dolby Home Theater® audio enhancement, featuring Dolby® Digital Live, Dolby® Pro Logic® IIx, Dolby® Headphone, Dolby® Natural Bass and Dolby® Sound Space Expander, Dolby® Audio Optimization, Dolby® High Frequency Enhancer technologies
* True5.1-channel surround sound output
* High-definition audio support
* S/PDIF (Sony/Philips Digital Interface) support for digital speakers
* MS-Sound compatible
* Acer PureZone technology with two built-in stereo microphones, featuring beam forming, echo cancellation, dynamic gain control (TBC), and noise suppression technologies

Communication

* Acer Video Conference featuring integrated Acer Crystal Eye webcam, supporting enhanced Acer PrimaLite™ technology
* Acer InviLink™ 802.11b/g Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® network connection, supporting Acer SignalUp™ wireless technology, or
* Acer InviLink™ 802.11b/g/n draft Wi-Fi CERTIFIED® network connection, supporting Acer SignalUp™ wireless technology
* 56K ITU V.92 modem with PTT approval; Wake-on-Ring ready
* Gigabit Ethernet; Wake-on-LAN ready
* Bluetooth® 2.1+EDR (Enhanced Data Rate)
(manufacturing option)

I/O Interface

* 5-in-1 card reader (SD™, MMC, MS, MS PRO, xD)
* HDMI™ port with HDCP support
* 3x USB 2.0 ports
* 1x external display (VGA) port
* 1x Headphones/speaker/line-out jack with S/PDIF support
* 1x Microphone-in jack
* 1x Line-in jack
* 1x Modem (RJ-11) port
* 1x Ethernet (RJ-45) port
* 1x DC-in jack for AC adapter

Security

* Slot for Kensington lock
* BIOS user, supervisor, HDD passwords
*

Power Supply & Battery

* ACPI 3.0 CPU power management standard: supports Standby and Hibernation power-saving modes
* 48.8 W (6-cell) Li-ion battery pack
* Up to 3-hour battery life with 6 cell battery
* 65 W AC adapter
* Energy Star®

Keyboard & Special Controls

* 86-/87-/91-key keyboard, with inverted "T" cursor layout
* Multi-gesture touchpad , supporting two-finger scroll, pinch, rotate, flip
* 10 function keys, four cursor keys, two Windows® keys, hotkey controls, independent standard numeric keypad, international language support
* Easy-launch keys: WLAN, Bluetooth®, programmable key, Acer Backup key, volume up, volume down, touchpad lock
* Media control keys (printed on keyboard): play/pause, stop, previous, next

Weight & Dimensions

* 342 (W) x 239 (D) x 23/38.6 (H) mm (13.4 x 9.4 x 0.9/1.5 inches)
* 2.3 kg (5.07 lbs.) with 6-cell battery

Software

* Acer Arcade™ Deluxe featuring Acer CinemaVision™ and Acer ClearVision™ technologies
* Acer Backup Manager
* MyWinLocker
* Acer Crystal Eye
* Acer GridVista™
* Acer Launch Manager
* Acer PowerSmart Manager
* Acer Recovery Management
* EarthLink®
* McAfee® Internet Security Suite Trial
* Adobe® Reader®
* MyWinLocker
* NTI Media Maker™
* Microsoft® Works with Office Home and Student 2007 Trial

thanks 4 today... ARIGATOUUUU

just ordinary day with someone n a lots people...
yeep, today's activities was:

1. went to campus in the early morning and got a new driving licensed at police office
2. after numeric method lesson, sang a song at ade's house
3. had a futsal game with my classmate
4. treaten by her who 'i crush with' (the best part i just saw her happy face so close yaaaataaaa ^_^)
5. got a watch as a trip present from america, my uncle brought it there (but he didn't have my very very SUPER-DUPER special request T.T 'THE MAPPLE'S LEAF') but thanks god, he come home safely

but the best part is no.4 (hoho exactly yooooosssh hehe)
i don't really know why... i'd just find all my, mmmmm what we call them EMOTIONS... my hapiness when near her, my sad when i see her sad face... my laugh, my tears, many more (thats embarassing to cry as a man but i do did it, its happen when she not even talk to me and go away when i around... it hurts my HEART a lot n i don't wanna it replayed today or tomorrow)
oh yeeaaah we got some action in photo-box too (i wish i can have picture with just two of us)
next time i'll gonna upload them :)

all the best for today ^.^b (and i have new goal... i'll find some MAPPLE's LEAF with my own hands, may be not now but in the future... GANBARRRREEE for me)


R_luv_Y

MATHEMATICS = "miracles"

well well...
who didn't know about math?? :)
the most POWERFULL lesson at school, no.1

this time lets find a little truth about math...
the MYSTERY on it (spoooooooky)

The area of study known as the history of mathematics is primarily an investigation into the origin of discoveries in mathematics and, to a lesser extent, an investigation into the mathematical methods and notation of the past.

Before the modern age and the worldwide spread of knowledge, written examples of new mathematical developments have come to light only in a few locales. The most ancient mathematical texts available are Plimpton 322 (Babylonian mathematics c. 1900 BC), the Rhind Mathematical Papyrus (Egyptian mathematics c. 2000-1800 BC) and the Moscow Mathematical Papyrus (Egyptian mathematics c. 1890 BC). All of these texts concern the so-called Pythagorean theorem, which seems to be the most ancient and widespread mathematical development after basic arithmetic and geometry.

The Greek and Hellenistic contribution greatly refined the methods (especially through the introduction of deductive reasoning and mathematical rigor in proofs) and expanded the subject matter of mathematics. The word "mathematics" itself derives from the ancient Greek μάθημα (mathema), meaning "subject of instruction". Chinese mathematics made early contributions, including a place value system. The Hindu-Arabic numeral system and the rules for the use of its operations, in use throughout the world today, likely evolved over the course of the first millennium AD in India and was transmitted to the west via Islamic mathematics. Islamic mathematics, in turn, developed and expanded the mathematics known to these civilizations. Many Greek and Arabic texts on mathematics were then translated into Latin, which led to further development of mathematics in medieval Europe.

From ancient times through the Middle Ages, bursts of mathematical creativity were often followed by centuries of stagnation. Beginning in Renaissance Italy in the 16th century, new mathematical developments, interacting with new scientific discoveries, were made at an increasing pace that continues through the present day.

Indian mathematics

Statue of Aryabhata. As there is no known information regarding his appearance, any image of Aryabhata originates from an artist's conception.

The earliest civilization on the Indian subcontinent is the Indus Valley Civilization that flourished between 2600 and 1900 BC in the Indus river basin. Their cities were laid out with geometric regularity, but no known mathematical documents survive from this civilization.

Vedic mathematics began in India in the early Iron Age. The Shatapatha Brahmana (c. 9th century BC), which approximates the value of π, and the Sulba Sutras (c. 800–500 BC) were geometry texts that used irrational numbers, prime numbers, the rule of three and cube roots; computed the square root of 2 to one part in one hundred thousand; gave the method for constructing a circle with approximately the same area as a given square, solved linear and quadratic equations; developed Pythagorean triples algebraically, and gave a statement and numerical proof of the Pythagorean theorem.

Pāṇini (c. 5th century BC) formulated the rules for Sanskrit grammar. His notation was similar to modern mathematical notation, and used metarules, transformations, and recursion. Pingala (roughly 3rd-1st centuries BC) in his treatise of prosody uses a device corresponding to a binary numeral system. His discussion of the combinatorics of meters corresponds to an elementary version of the binomial theorem. Pingala's work also contains the basic ideas of Fibonacci numbers (called mātrāmeru).

The Surya Siddhanta (c. 400) introduced the trigonometric functions of sine, cosine, and inverse sine, and laid down rules to determine the true motions of the luminaries, which conforms to their actual positions in the sky. The cosmological time cycles explained in the text, which was copied from an earlier work, correspond to an average sidereal year of 365.2563627 days, which is only 1.4 seconds longer than the modern value of 365.25636305 days. This work was translated into to Arabic and Latin during the Middle Ages.

Aryabhata, in 499, introduced the versine function, produced the first Indian trigonometric tables of sine, developed techniques and algorithms of algebra, infinitesimals, and differential equations, and obtained whole number solutions to linear equations by a method equivalent to modern methods, along with accurate astronomical calculations based on a heliocentric system of gravitation. An Arabic translation of his Aryabhatiya was available from the 8th century, followed by a Latin translation in the 13th century. He also gave a value of π corresponding to 62832/20000 = 3.1416. In the 14th century, Madhava of Sangamagrama found the Madhava–Leibniz series, and, using 21 terms, computed the value of π as 3.14159265359.

In the 7th century, Brahmagupta identified the Brahmagupta theorem, Brahmagupta's identity and Brahmagupta's formula, and for the first time, in Brahma-sphuta-siddhanta, he lucidly explained the use of zero as both a placeholder and decimal digit, and explained the Hindu-Arabic numeral system. It was from a translation of this Indian text on mathematics (c. 770) that Islamic mathematicians were introduced to this numeral system, which they adapted as Arabic numerals. Islamic scholars carried knowledge of this number system to Europe by the 12th century, and it has now displaced all older number systems throughout the world. In the 10th century, Halayudha's commentary on Pingala's work contains a study of the Fibonacci sequence and Pascal's triangle, and describes the formation of a matrix.

In the 12th century, Bhaskara first conceived differential calculus, along with the concepts of the derivative, differential coefficient, and differentiation. He also stated Rolle's theorem (a special case of the mean value theorem), studied Pell's equation, and investigated the derivative of the sine function. From the 14th century, Madhava and other Kerala School mathematicians further developed his ideas. They developed the concepts of mathematical analysis and floating point numbers, and concepts fundamental to the overall development of calculus, including the mean value theorem, term by term integration, the relationship of an area under a curve and its antiderivative or integral, the integral test for convergence, iterative methods for solutions to non-linear equations, and a number of infinite series, power series, Taylor series, and trigonometric series. In the 16th century, Jyeshtadeva consolidated many of the Kerala School's developments and theorems in the Yuktibhasa, the world's first differential calculus text, which also introduced concepts of integral calculus. Mathematical progress in India stagnated from the late 16th century to the 20th century, due to political turmoil.

i can't believe such a person who can predict time, day, and year period that have match a modern calculation... (and its began at past when calculator doesn't exist Xp)
such a misterious mathematics calculation...!!!

yooooosh back to work, i wanna help 'my world', find an answer of her math problem (its a 6th grade level, i hope i wont disappointed her T.T)

NJA ^_^

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mY Fav SONG this week

whoooa this song was great (thanks to my friend 'ROKER' WHO recomended it to me yaaay)
i hav played ut a hundred times (huuh?? i've never count it hehe), i practice it all the way all the day
someday i want sing this song for n*** (someone special ofcourse)
this is the song + guitar chord


Song-Your Guardian Angel
By-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus



Intro
F C Dm A# C/E



F C Dm
When I see your smile
A# F C Dm A#
Tears run down my face I can't replace
F C
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
Dm A#
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
F C Dm A#
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

F C
I will never let you fall
Dm A#
I'll stand up with you forever
F C
I'll be there for you through it all
Dm A# F
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

C Dm A#
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
F
Seasons are changing
C
And waves are crashing
Dm A#
And stars are falling all for us
F C
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
Dm A#
I can show you I'll be the one


F C
I will never let you fall
Dm A#
I'll stand up with you forever
F C
I'll be there for you through it all
Dm A#
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

F C Dm
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
A# C/E
Please don't throw that away
F C
Cuz I'm here for you
Dm
Please don't walk away,
A# C/E
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

F C Dm A# C/E

F C
Use me as you will
Dm A#
Pull my strings just for a thrill
F C
And I know I'll be ok
Dm A#
Though my skies are turning gray


F C
I will never let you fall
Dm A#
I'll stand up with you forever
F C
I'll be there for you through it all
Dm A#
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


may be i'm not quite good at playing guitar but i enjoyed to play it (time to think about her too)

VERY VERY MY SELF like a confess (even now i'm just hear it with my earphone)

i just get some basic guitar chord when i still on HIGH school...
easy to learn just hard work ^_^

here is the link for basic chord
http://www.chordie.com/chords.php

here for guitar pro tabs
http://www.911tabs.com/link/?6586015

just feel the music with the best way @.@ (LOL)

JUST KEEP FORWARD WITH WHAT U BELIEVE, EVEN TOUGH
SOME DAY U WILL GET UR HAPPINESS
WITH SOMEONE U LOVED

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I happy for her, TRULLY happy ^_^


heeey i'm not a 'cat'!!

I'M SO HAPPY TONITE
someone i respected n loved
she just got some a good news, haha
i hope she always lucky like this
i dont wanna see her sad face anymore

lets search on web!!
what is true love??

bla bla bla
de-fi-ni-tion of t-rue lo-ve (enter)
'google: 67 definitoin found'

my my a lot of definition found...
+.+
it will alot of nites work to go if i collect it ol

but for sure i believe i found my own DEFINITION
it can only understand by my self

HONESTLY I JUST WANT TO PROTECT HER (simple huuh, but sometimes she dont get it)
AS HER FRIEND
AS HER BROTHER
AND AS someone who LOVED HER (she is my inspiration T.T, a nice... very good girl)

dadadadada
dododododo
^o^

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IN-SOM-NIA what is this??

YOOOOOOSH
lets see...
what am i doin right now
1. time: midnite
2. place: my bed room
3. partner: handphone n computer
4. what my brain think: “dumb ass u fool, i tired cmon sleep”
5. what my heart think: “I hope she okay, i hope her dream was wonderfull”

nooooo, not again!! i caught by I-N-S-O-M-N-I-A

('krrrrruuuk' hehe i'm hungry)

oooooooooh O.o
i know what to do!!!

how about find out about this damn thing (googling hehe)

STUDY HARD YEAAAAAAAAH XD

Insomnia is a symptom of difficulty falling asleep and/or staying asleep despite the opportunity (ya ya ya i know)

Insomnia is 1.4 times more common in women than in men (i hope she'll not sleep late any more... i worried of her health)


It can be caused by another disorder, by changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress (and love ofcourse T.T i really did, tottaly awaken all nite)

Those who reported sleeping about 7 hours per night had the lowest rates of mortality, whereas those who slept for fewer than 6 hours or more than 8 hours had higher mortality rates. Getting 8.5 or more hours of sleep per night increased the mortality rate by 15%

Sleeping less than 3.5 hours in women and 4.5 hours in men - also led to a 15% increase in mortality (lalalalala I DON’T UNDERSTAND)

Effects of Insomnia are different In older and Younger People
For teenagers insomnia can ‘SHRINK’ your brain!!! (haaa… what the?? excuse me I’m gonna sleep)

GOOD NITE 14.09.20.01 (I LOVE this code)
Don’t sleep late anymore n.n

I'M OUT NJAAA... u.u

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1st post-introduce

haha finally i posted something to my damn blog...
=.=a
SO TROUBLESOME

its ol b'cuz i have a spare time, my brain wanna do stupid n than talks to my hand:

"hey cmon buddies why u did not write down notes or whatever?? i am full of junk inside me!!"

yeah honestly this blog gonna be full of junk either i don't know why my '124 IQ' brain could take control of my body sometimes
and this time he did, he gotcha me

my my...

i hope i wont write any love stories here (cuz it will be a long long stories) hehe

nja i'm out zzzzzaaaaap... :)

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